April 5th, 2011

     Today was strange. I was not a disappointment to my parents, but to my family. Today was tomb sweeping day for my family, but I didn't show up and I didn't go to the family dining period. I think I was completely horrible today. I really need to get up earlier, study harder, and complete what I have missed in previous classes. I completely missed out time spent with her today and I've kept her waiting again. I really need to improve and become a better man. I love her so much and I don't want her to suffer for me. This is just not correct.