May 22th, 2011

    Almost

May 19th, 2011

    There were virtually no classes throughout the whole day, but PASMUN was really intense and the debates were so tiring. I was able to play a leading role in this year's Security Council and I was able to debate fluently with the research I did. I hope tomorrow would be less tiring and hope I don't make a mistake that would mess everything up. I love her and I don't want anything to interfere between the two of us. I want to be with her forever and I want to give her everything that I can possible offer for her. I love her. I'm never going to let go.

May 18th, 2011

    The game today was again cancelled but the whole team had a good time playing basketball on the sixth flour. We played full court today and it was a pleasant afternoon. I didn't play too well today and I made lots of mistakes. I did great in the games after the full court practice. We were able to several games and most important of all, I was able to accomplish my goal. I was finally able to beat Young in an one on one game. It has been four years and I have finally accomplished my goal. I'm really going to bed. I'm so tired.

May 17th, 2011

    Nothing much really happened today and the day went by really quickly.

May 16th, 2011

    Today is quite a rough day for me. I didn't expect so many things to happen all at the same time. Basketball practice was not held today because of rain and I didn't get enough time to be with her. Things just didn't work out in school and I really didn't like that at all. I went home early today hoping that everything would turn out fine and I sincerely wished that things would go that way. I was wrong. I came home and I started doing my homework that eventually led into arguments with my mother. Things didn't work well and there was no way I could finish all the assignments that I have. I'm mad at my mom, worried about her, and not completing what I am supposed to do. Everything just sucks. I hope she is feeling better now.I'm really worried about her and I want her to get better.

May 15th, 2011

    Today is a really tiring tiring day. I had to wake up so early and I had to deal with somebody that wasn't in a good mood at all. I don't understand why, but I know she was really upset for some strange family issue. I hope she feels better now and I really want her to be happy. I'm really exhausted when she is not in a good mood because I always have to worry about her. I haven't studied for my AP Psychology final yet and I better get going doing that. I have plenty of time tomorrow during school hour so I think I can make it through the test. Let me just hope that everything will be fine and that everything will work out as I wish it does.

May 12th, 2011

    Basketball is basically everything that I did today. I played basketball throughout the whole afternoon today and I basically left this morning blank. I'm finally done with all my APs and I finally feel the pressure relieved. All I want to do for now is enjoy my life and not be bothered by anything. I want to play basketball, I want to relax all of my time, and I want to be with her as much as I can. I have to admit, this afternoon is amazing. I had a great time and I hope she did as well. I don't want to make up any homework or take anymore tests. I just want to graduate with safe grades and then go to college, finish college, get a job, and marry her. I love her and I'm not going to give her up. No matter what price I will have to pay.

May 11th, 2011

    Sleeping at one in the morning before an AP English exam is not a good idea. I have to admit that that was something really stupid to do. I think I did pretty well on the exam because the multiple choice questions seemed to be easier than they were on the practice exams that we did during class. We went out for lunch after the exam and I went back to school to take another tests, my AP psychology unit test. I couldn't go to practice today because I had Korean class in the evening. I really wanted to play ball today because there was good weather and we were running full court. I guess I will just have to make up some other time.

May 10th, 2011

    The AP Government exam is finally over and the AP English is finally coming up. The Government exam was pretty difficult and there were some rather surprising questions on the test. I missed out on some information on the free response questions. There were so many free response questions and my hand is still sore from the writing we did this afternoon. I must get read for the AP English exam tomorrow because I know that I will need to focus on that test. The reading is hard and the information is hard to derive. I want to get a five on my English exam. I really want a five because that would make legend at Pacific American School for myself.

May 9th, 2011

    The AP Government exam is coming up in the next few hours. I'm getting really nervous about this test because I heard that the essay structure of the exam is different that the other APs that I have taken in the past. I hope I can get at least a four on this exam because a four is the requirement for me to wave of credit at university. Whatever the test may be like, I just hope that there is nothing too special in it. I'm going to sleep early today. I don't want to fall asleep or miss out on any questions during the test.

May 8th, 2011

    Nothing much to say today. There is only one more day left before the AP government exam and I have no idea how things are going to be on the test. I just hope that the test will be fine and that I can do well on it. There is so much information that I have to remember and the systems are so similar that I get confused very easily by the information. I hope I don't miss out anything about any information regarding the political systems of each individual nation. I have to be honest about not studying for the test at all. I'm just hoping for the best and I really wish I could get the best I possibly can. Luck is everything for me right now and I really need it.

May 5th, 2011

    I finally understand how much work I still have to make up. There are two more AP exams that I have to take and there are three finals exams that I have to take. There are so many notes that I have to complete and there are also a few projects that I have to do. I also have a whole pile of AP Calculus homework that I have to make up if I want to improve my grade. I really don't think I have time to finish the AP Calculus homework, there is just too much. I need to catch up on some things. I want to finish the note for Nigeria and I also want to finish the European History poster. I need to finish those two assignments today so that I am able to finish all the other ones before the final exams.

May 4th, 2011

    That was a really, really hard test. I didn't imagine that the test was going to be this hard. I really failed that test and I really need to finish those notes and the poster that I have to do. I'm going to make everything up so that my grades don't fall too low. I feel pressure now. There are still two more AP exams I need to take and there are three more final exams along with lots of homework that I have to do. I need to get some more sleep today. It is going to be a long day tomorrow and I really need to save up energy to accompany her.

May 3rd, 2011

    People are really nervous today because it is the AP Calculus Exam tomorrow. There are so many people taking the exam and they really do want to do well on that test. I was in Calculus class today and they atmosphere was really low. I wish them good luck on their exam tomorrow. There was nothing much that happened in school today and I really felt relaxed. I changed my mind when I got home. There is a government unit exam tomorrow along with notes and a poster that are due. I don't want to do any of it and I just want to let it pass like that. Let's just hope the test isn't that hard.

May 2nd, 2011

    The AP Psychology test was a little different then I expected it to be and I don't think I can score more than a three on this exam. There were so many questions that I did not understand and there were so many terms that weren't even mentioned in class. I really wonder if I will score another one on the exam and I really don't know how I am supposed to face all my classmates, my teachers, and Miss Pamela if that happens. Somebody help me and tell me that I did well on that test. Well, time after the test was awesome, I didn't go to practice and I spent all my time with her.

May 1st, 2011

    One day before the AP Psychology exam and I haven't prepared for the test at all. I'm really worried that I will mess up this test just like I messed up my AP Chemistry exam one year ago. I don't know if I will be able to score more than a three on the AP Psychology exam because I haven't paid much attention during class periods. I really need a good score on the AP exams I'm taking this year because they are related to my college majors. I also need to pass these test because I need them to wave off college credit. Please, let me pass.