April 18th, 2011

    Today is as horrible as it can be and there is nobody I can blame for this horrible day. Shit is happening all around me and there is nothing I can do about it. I got so mad today that I just went out of school and drank for the day. I did really bad in basketball practice today because I was drunk most of the time. Why does fate always have to play a hand on us? Why does it have to be us that destiny picks on? I ask these questions over and over again yet I still don't have an answer. I'm doing pretty well in all of my classes, but she is not doing very well. Even Miss Pamela came to find me and talk to me about her situation. Things are going too well and I really don't like how things are. I want to be with her forever.