April 4th, 2011

    Things aren't going too well today. I still haven't done any studying and I really don't know if this is good. I have so much I have to do over this break and I have achieved so little it is pathetic. I really need to work harder and get off the addiction on things that I shouldn't be addicted on. This would make my life much easier and my parents would be way happier then they are now. I hope I could be a better child, but it seems like I always disappoint my parents one way or another. I hope I can graduate from university without having them worry about me too much. I hope I can take her as my wife, just like we said. I love her very, very much and I will love her for the rest of my life.