April 19th, 2011

    Classes have not been going to well today because I am exhausted today and I didn't have the spirit to do anything. I'm also very mad at how things are going. Today was supposed to be a perfect day, but now everything is messed up. I understand why you don't want me to get too close to you during school hours, but I do not understand why I can't even be with you after school. I'm really upset. It's not me that you should be worried about. If you have something that you don't like or you don't want me to do, just tell me. Why find other reasons to push me away and why feel guilt about rejecting me? I don't understand. I really don't.