Today was a really strange day. A really depressing day as well. The AP Calculus final exam was so hard. There was a majority of questions that I did not understand and I think I messed up on the exam. I really don't know what my score will be for my first semester report card, but I do know that my scores won't be too good. I'm deeply worried about tomorrow's AP English exam because I'm not very confident in my writing and I don't think I can actually finish the essay in an hour.
I don't like how things are going today and I don't want to talk at all. I feel as if I'm trapped in a deep cave without light, isolated from the world. Like I'm destine to be sealed in the cave forever and destined to fall deeper and deeper into the cave. As I'm falling deeper and deeper down, the more desperate I become in searching for hope. When I can't find any hope I can hold on to and when I can't find anyone to put my faith on, I feel as if tears are about to fall off my cheeks. This concealment seems eternal and it surely does feel eternal. This scenario is as if being stabbed in the heart but not being able to die. As if an eternal torture.
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