Tuesday, January 11, 2011

January 11th, 2011

    Today is a really strange day with so many unexpected comments that worsened my mood. Things aren't going very well for me and I really don't know how I should face her when I want to talk to her about things kept inside my heart. Whenever I talk about the things that I keep in my mind that are slowly suffocating me, both of us get harmed and this happens every time. Whenever somebody wants something, they can never get it. That seems to be the rules that my life is based on right now. Without capability to change this fact, without the needed energy to change my life, and without the support from the right person.
    Life doesn't seem as interesting as it was before and it seems as if life never leads people on the right way. I hold only one belief now. The belief that people have to create the right path for themselves. If they fail to create their own path, they are destined for isolation. Not isolation from the general public, but instead isolation from the ones that they love and cherish the most.
    I love you, but you're moving further and further away.

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