Monday, December 6, 2010

December 6th, 2010

    I'm lost. I know what I'm supposed to do but I'm reluctant to do it because I don't want to spend a second less with her. I don't know what I'm doing and I have no idea what I actually want. I hate being confused and I hate uncertainties. I can never focus when there are uncertain things that are bothering my mind. I have to play basketball games this week and next week, I have to finish four finals by this Friday, I have TOEFL this Saturday, and I have to finish all of my collage application essays by this end of this week. There's just so much stuff that I have to do and I really don't know whether I can finish all of these things.
    My body is really exhausted from sports day and I can't even walk properly right now. I wonder how we are going to play the upcoming basketball games and I wonder if I can actually finish all my college applications processes. I can't fail any of the finals if I want to get into a good university so I have to study really hard for them. I hope everything works out well.

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