February 17th, 2011

    There was some major misunderstanding between us today. She got mad at some of our friends because they were playing around her her stuff and she became so mad that she ignored me. I became so mad that she ignored me and we almost got into a "cold-war" period. Luckily we were able to talk everything out and end the misunderstanding. Things work out when you try to communicate and understand other people. I'm glad we didn't harm our relationship for something so small and stupid.
    I went to play basketball today and I got hurt pretty badly. I twisted my ankle, pulled my leg, fell on the ground, and hurt my arm. Even though I received so many injuries, I think it was worth it. I scored so many points, I played defence well, and I led my team pretty nicely. I really do love playing basketball.

February 16th, 2011

    I'm kind of disappointed myself today. I am not completing my homework as I scheduled it to be and I am not doing well on the basketball court as well. I wanted to complete all of my AP Psychology notes during school hours today but I failed to do so. I also failed to keep up with the AP government notes that in which we had a lesson on in class today. Things are going well for me during class either because I'm losing focus or because I'm really tired. I've been facing lots of things these past few days and it is getting me really exhausted. I really want to relax for a bit but there is so much homework waiting for me.
    The other thing that disappointed me today was my performance on the basketball court. I did not play well today. To be honest, I performance was really bad. I need to get more rest in order to get my body into shape and ready for our next game.

February 15th, 2011

    Things don't always go as well as you think they will. I thought I would be very free and relaxed after all the college admissions were completed. Things didn't go like that. The entire senior class got warned today by Miss Pamela about our recent performance in school. She warned us that she would not let us graduate from high-school if we didn't do better in our second semester than we did in our first semester. I believe she is very serious about this and I think the senior class should work harder than before.
    My day didn't start out very well, but it ended pretty nicely. There were some rough times today but I think everything smoothed out. Arguments were settled, love was found again, and there is going to be a new player on the basketball team. I learned many lessons of life today and I hope these would benefit me in the future.

February 14th, 2011

    Happy Valentine Day to everyone! I hope everybody was able to enjoy this special day with the person they love. I really do wish that everyone can enjoy a happy day. Valentine Day this year is different for me. I used to spend past Valentine Days by myself, but this year I spent the day with the girl I love. I felt kind of disappointed at how the day went on, but I know I have to deal with it because of the nature of our relationship. I kinda want to complain a little bit today because I really wanted to spend more time with her.
    I have so much homework and I have such little time. I have so much calculus homework and so much AP English homework, but I haven't started any of it. I really need to hurry up working on my homework that is going to be due.

February 13th, 2011

    This weekend was a strange one. Strange things started to happen when basketball practice started. We thought practice was going to be really difficult on Friday because that was the usual. Practices on Fridays were usually extremely exhausting because we have two days to rest that followed our practice. We didn't do too much training on Friday and practice wasn't that exhausting, so I was surprised.
    Saturday went by really quickly with nothing special. Well, I got a new laptop, which was pretty good. I felt really good until I found out that there were some problems with the new laptop that I bought. I felt really awful after that.
    Sunday turned out to be a really strange day. I went to buy stuff for Valentines Day first thing in the morning, I got a new laptop from the vender, and I can't finish my homework. This is not what I expected to do for the weekend. I was wishing to finish more homework and to accomplish more academically. Well, I suppose things for this weekedn went well overall.

February 10th, 2011

   After playing three and a half hours of basketball this afternoon, I can finally understand what fatigue means. I was not able to recover from Yesterday's basketball practice yet I still wanted to challenge myself. I wanted to catch up with the team so that I wouldn't drag them down in our upcoming game with the National Experimental High School, but I went over my own limit. Three and a half hours is way too much for me and I can barely move right now. It's not just that I'm as tired as hell, I'm also severely injured. I broke a toenail and I hurt my leg muscles pretty severely. I don't think I can go to practice tomorrow.
    I really need rest, not just physical rest, but also psychological rest as well. I think I'm a little too stressed out today and I'm thinking a little bit too much. I need to put more trust in her and I need to give her a little bit more freedom. I love her and I want her to be happy, so why interfere in everything she wants to do? I hate myself for being so stupid. I really do.

February 9th, 2011

    I never knew school would be this tiring. It's the first day of school and there are so many things that just come pouring down on me. We have so much homework for AP English, we just had a test this morning for AP Government and we have to complete a presentation for tomorrow, we have to study a lot of material for our next AP Psychology exam, and we had basketball practice. Today's practice isn't like practice we had before, today's practice is tiring. My legs are hurting so much and I am completely exhausted.
    So much has been going on through the break. I finally get the feeling that our time spent during the hours for our college application has some outcome. I got into Penn State University, Ohio State University, and the University of Minnesota so far, but I'm still waiting for more results to come out. I had a wonderful Chinese New Year.