After playing three and a half hours of basketball this afternoon, I can finally understand what fatigue means. I was not able to recover from Yesterday's basketball practice yet I still wanted to challenge myself. I wanted to catch up with the team so that I wouldn't drag them down in our upcoming game with the National Experimental High School, but I went over my own limit. Three and a half hours is way too much for me and I can barely move right now. It's not just that I'm as tired as hell, I'm also severely injured. I broke a toenail and I hurt my leg muscles pretty severely. I don't think I can go to practice tomorrow.
I really need rest, not just physical rest, but also psychological rest as well. I think I'm a little too stressed out today and I'm thinking a little bit too much. I need to put more trust in her and I need to give her a little bit more freedom. I love her and I want her to be happy, so why interfere in everything she wants to do? I hate myself for being so stupid. I really do.
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