It has been two day since I began letting go of my feelings for her, but none of it seems to be going away. I went online today no expecting to hear anything from her, but she broke that expectation. The first thing she asked me was "Is your eye alright?" I went into a long conversation with, just going along as friends and not trying to let any of my feelings show. It just didn't work like that. I couldn't hold down my feelings. I could be just a normal friend. I just can't.
It's not supposed to work this way. I'm not supposed to have anymore feelings for her. I'm just supposed to be a friend, nothing else. I've reached a conclusion after talking to her. The conclusion I reached may be simple, but it was a very hard decision for me to make. Why not let things go as they are? Maybe things will work out maybe they won't, but what matters is the circumstances. Let others decide how we go and let us decide if that's fit for us. Tomorrow is going to be a tough day, there is a truth that the both of us have to face.
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