April 28th, 2011

    Basketball and her mind-holding smell. The gentle touch and the passion between us. I have to say, today is one of the best days in my life. So many things happened yet I only remember the time that I spent with her. I would spend the rest of my life with her even if I have to give up everything that I have right now. She has become the center of my life and I can no longer take my eyes off of her. I love her and I love her a lot. Stay with me and never let me go. This is a really long day for me because I really miss the time we spent together. I hope she feels the same.

April 27th, 2011

    Nothing much happened today. We had a game and I had an argument with her. It wasn't a good day for me today. I started the day off half asleep and I failed my AP English unit exam. The structure of the essay was horrible and the questioned was not answered. I hope I can survive through this test. I don't want my AP English grade to drop. The game was horrible. We lost terribly and we lost because we had no determination to win. The results of the game destroyed our will to continue playing, but I really do want to win. We have to win the game we have next week. We cannot afford to lose again. We went into an argument but we soon solved everything. I hope our relationship doesn't change because of this.

April 26th, 2011

    I'm getting really annoyed at how things are becoming right now. We have to go to so many classes and there are so many things that we have to do in order to catch up with all of our work. The AP exams are pressing us and we don't have much time left. I really don't know how I should face the exams and face the whole pile of things that are coming up, but I know that we will be together and support each other through. I have to go to bed now. I have a basketball game I have to deal with tomorrow. I need rest and I need her support.

April 25th, 2011

    I'm tired!!!! I can't believe that practice today can be this tiring. My legs are sore, my arms are pulled, and I'm having a headache. I want to go to bed right now but I have so much homework that I have to make up and I have to do. I have so much psychology notes that I have to do and I also have so many European history notes that I have to complete. I need to work really hard. I'm also facing some trouble with Calculus. I haven't handed in my homework since the third quarter yet I lied to my mom. Now my mom wants me to get a note saying that I did all my homework. This is really troublesome and I don't want to deal with this issue at all.

April 24th, 2011

    Nothing much happened today and I don't know what else I can do. I have so much homework and the AP Exams are coming up very soon. Despite so many things that are pressing on me, I still don't want to do anything and I don't even care about the exams. There must be something wrong in my mind. I don't want to do any prep-work and I don't want to study anything. I have three exams that I have to prepare for and I know I can do really well in one of them, but I don't know what I will do for the other two exams. No matter how I try, I just don't understand why I can't focus. It's not because of her, it's me that is the problem.

April 21st, 2011

    Disappointment, anger, and regret rushed into me when the game ended today. We lost again and we lost because of many stupid reasons that shouldn't have occurred. People were not willing to play and we made several stupid mistakes during the game. We had the energy and the will, but we didn't have our minds ready to think and do what is best for us all. We lost by three points and I really regret not being able to change the situation during the overtime. What was lost was lost. All I have to do now is get ready for our next game. I really don't know what I could do, but I know that I will keep playing. I will keep playing just because she is there to support me. I love here and I know that she will always be there. Thank you a lot and I want you to know I will love you forever.

April 20th, 2011

    Today was full of weird dreams because most of my time today was spent sleeping, whether I was in class or not. I slept through government, English, psychology, and even my study hall. I'm really tired this week and I don't know why. I have basketball game tomorrow and I really need to win this game. I cannot let my team down again. I don't want to go to class tomorrow. All I want to do is sleep, relax my body, and win the game. I need her support and I need her to be with me before the game so that I can get ready mentally.