March 31th, 2011

    What an amazing day. Things didn't do too well for me today and I didn't want it to be as it was. I was supposed to wake up and go to school today, but things didn't work out as they were supposed to be. I woke up today realizing that it was three in the afternoon and I was really shocked. Nobody called me up today and I had to go to a basketball game in five minutes from three. It was horrible. I made it to the game and I played fairly well, but we still lost the game. I didn't see her today and I really regret it. I don't ever want to miss a chance to see her and be with her again. I just absolutely hate it. I love her and I want to be with her. I'm never going to miss out any chance I have to be with her again.

March 30th, 2011

    Wow. That AP English exam was surely terrifying. The passages were so hard and there were so many questions that I did not understand. I really wish I could retake that test with more time. The test was very intense and I thought I would not have finish the essay. I wish I don't mess up this test. This is one of the most important tests I have right not and I need it to keep my GPA up. I also have to prepare for three more midterms during the break. If I fail any one of those, then I don't think it would be possible for me to graduate from high school. I really need to work harder.
     Game day tomorrow. Tomorrow is the last day of school and we have a basketball game. That's a bit weird but we still have to do our best in the game. This game is one of the last games that we will play and I think it would be very important to us. We really need a victory.

March 29th, 2011

    There are so many tests and there is so much homework that I have to do. I still have four midterms that I have to take and a lot of homework that needs to be handed in. I have to do so much homework and prepare for so many things, which is really overwhelming to me. On top of that, I have to worry about getting low grades in every class. I'm missing a lot of assignments for calculus, I'm not doing well on test for government and European history, and I'm barely passing by for psychology and English.
    Even though I have so much stuff, I still had to practice basketball. Basketball went well today and things after that went well to. I love her so much and I really cannot resist her.

March 28th, 2011

    First day back at school was quite different than I thought it would be. We were all really, really tired and it was very hard to keep our heads up. I cannot believe how hard it was to keep my conscious awake. It was like fighting the sleep devil every second I was in class. Even though sleep tried to catch us every moment we were off guard, things went pretty well. The government test was not as hard as I thought it would be and things seem to be back on track again. I finally know how much I have to face right now. There are so many unit tests and so many midterms that I have to complete before Prom. I have to practice for the basketball game while also managing my time doing homework. Most important of all, I have to spend time with her. Finally back, finally able to see her and feel her presence again. I will love her forever.

March 27th, 2011

    Finally back in Taiwan and finally time to face schoolwork. I'm so tired I could fall asleep any second right now, but I know I can't do that. I have so much homework that I have to make up and I have so many tests that I have to prepare for. I'm very worried about my AP European History,  AP Psychology, AP calculus, and AP Government grades. I haven't been working hard enough on them and I believe I have to work harder in order to keep my grades as they were before. Now I think I have to work even harder than just hard. I just knew that I had a test on China for my AP Government class first thing tomorrow morning. I really need some luck and I really need help from other people. I hope that I can get through this crisis safely, I don't want any of my grades to drop. I need to keep up my grades because I want to be somebody that can be on the same level as her.

March 17th, 2011

    Why do things have to be so complicated? Why are there so many tricks that destiny can play on us? I hate how destiny can change something great to something terrible in a few seconds. I hate how destiny like to play around with us. Letting us see things that are not going to come in the future then letting us down. Fate and destiny always play around with our lives and they always seem to let us down. Even in the worst condition that someone could ever imagine, there is always a hope, a determination that will appear and change the circumstances. I wish she makes it through this critical stage of her life and I will do anything to help her get through. I love her and I am willing to do anything to help.

March 16th, 2011

    I can't believe today is such a tiring day. There is so much material that I have to take in from AP Government and AP Psychology. We did a lot of work in AP English today and I have to redo one of my essays because I lost the file while I was saving the document. I also have to finish all of my Model United Nations work before I go to school tomorrow. I have to write a speech on the situation in Yemen and another speech on the situation in Kyrgyzstan. I have to catch up with current events that are going on in the two countries and I have to think of some solutions really quickly. I'm losing confidence in a lot of things recently, even some of the things that are most important to me right now.